Scars

I'd given up everything for someone once. It was such an amazing feeling, that I didn't even mind or care that I was so vulnerable. Like a lot of other people, the first time I fell in love, it never got reciprocated. How do you give up everything for someone if they couldn't care less? But, strange as though it may seem, it's possible.The scar still exists from the wound that was caused when that attraction never manifested in the real world. And it's one of those scars you are proud of or look upon fondly. It reminds me of an easier time in life. I know I will never fall in love with that same kind of ease, there will always be walls of caution now. The first time is always the best and the worst in it's own intangible ways.